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Tuesday, July 10th, 2007
10:04 pm
I haven't been at livejournal and realise it's changed alot eh?

o well.

i've moved. don't see the point in having two journals anyway.


meet me halfway.
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Monday, October 9th, 2006
3:01 pm
i've decided to end this journal here. i've been blogging here since poly days and that entire chapter has ended and this journal feels like a baggage of the past.

so there.


this chapter has come to a close and a new one has only just begun.
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Sunday, August 13th, 2006
2:31 pm - i can only imagine.
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
10:41 pm - nonsensical bullshit
i've strange dots on my right leg and they itch like hell. my co-worker thought it might be chicken pox but hey.. i'm still here with red dots on my leg and nothing else. they've shrunk to a considerably small size but still pretty much itch. i scratch at work and at home and basically if i'm sitting still they start to itch.

i'd rubbed mopiko on before i head to bed and it sooths it out alot then i wake up and start thinking about it adn it begins all over again.

the amazing thing is that it's only on ONE leg.

bummer huh?
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Monday, July 17th, 2006
11:01 pm - mondae balooos
today marks the 7th day since my uncle passed on. people say that on the 7th day the spirit of the departed would return to his family and well kinda visit them.

i really wonder what it's like on the other side. i've been told that there are spirits among us and the thousands of ghosts stories had to come from some truth. some beliefs claim we reincarnate. you could come back as an animal or a bug... depending on how you lead your life. mostly people reincarnate back as people. i've heard stories of people being able to tell unexplainable things about their past life and these turn out to be true. well then.. combine this knowledge with my catholic faith and would it be that heaven is just too pack,that people just keep getting recycled? is it even possible? are we, because we've been kicked out of the garden of eden, doomed to live and relive life over and over until final judgment?

how do we explain all those supernatural ghosts and goblins? how did the pontianak become? how come they aren't being recycled and reborn? is hell overflowing as well hence these spirits roam about on earth? can there actually be too much spirits around if we just kept on living? i mean between now and the beginning of time.. can you imagine how pack it is up there with god?

sigh. until i die, perhaps i'll never find out.
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Thursday, July 13th, 2006
11:37 pm - ..are you happy now?
i've spent nights at the hospital..

the last thing i said was i love you too because he was saying it to everyone. that was the last time we ever spoke. the last time i looked into his eyes and gave him a hug before i left the hospital.

he's condition pretty much deteriorated after that and i'm not sure if anything else said could be heard. people say the last thing to go is your sense of hearing.. so perhaps he could still hear us singing around him... and maybe he also heard our silent goodbyes.

my grand uncle Francis passed away and today was his funeral.

i hate funerals.
i hate july.
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Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
11:44 pm - guess wat i got...
... a jab on my butt at the clinic.

it hurt like hell but it was the fastest way to stop me from vomiting.

i had gastric flu the last 2 days and thank god for that unbelievably painful little needle, i'm cured.

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Friday, June 23rd, 2006
12:14 am - ARrgg.
why do weird people add you on MSN and then speak to you in some unknown language???

XXXX says:

_Jessic@ says:
XXXX says:

_Jessic@ says:
who is this? do you speak english??
XXXX says:

_Jessic@ says:
_Jessic@ says:
_Jessic@ says:
XXXX says:

_Jessic@ says:
kau ni cakap ape?? si bogok

can anyone tell me what language that is?
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Monday, June 19th, 2006
11:51 pm - I'M BACK!!!
Taiwan kicked ass!

despite the fact i couldn't speak a complete sentence in mandarin, i made it through with my trusty translator otherwise known as Eleta who, i must say, isn't the worlds best at the language.


we managed a few good bargains at the night market(s) and the sight-seeing was really nice. gotta love the mountains, the food and the strange asian people who'd usually give strange looks at us probably becoz of the fact, i was amongst them.

so i couldn't really say much but i did understand a few things AND i could buy myself food and ask how much something was. i couldn't, however hold a good bargain since i couldn't string together words fast enough to counter them on their prices..(it takes a while for me to get the price right after they say it and then convert it to SGD and then bargain for it) so for that, i mainly depended on Eleta, who being all ah mah that she is, can do very well.

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Thursday, June 8th, 2006
12:17 am - another year, same old me.
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older by a year but still no different as i was a day before. we spent it quiet together just the way i liked it.these days, nowhere feels warmer than his arms.

i did have dinner with some friends at marriott on my birthday itself and we stayed out pretty late. feels good to know that despite having work the next day, they all still bothered to stay out.

i haven't got much to say as it is i haven't got much to say about anything these days. i wonder if it's just me going through some period in life where i just loose my ability to have any thoughts about anything. i've been starting up a really unhealthy lifestyle and falling into the i don't wish to give a damn about anything attitude of late. i drag myself out each day just to absorb the sun and try to make do with anything that would make it seem worthwhile doing. i've blocked out people and stayed secluded in my room to get in touch with myself only to find myself falling more and more into this whole crazy spiral of nothingness. laying in bed i stare at the room and look at all the unfinished things i'd be needing to do but never had the heart to start.

o well.

but to leave a little bit undone,
a little bit unfinished,
is to leave something for the morning,
a reason to come awake.
Robert Olmstead

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Sunday, June 4th, 2006
12:06 pm - what can a girl do?
... i went to the IT fair.

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Saturday, June 3rd, 2006
5:31 pm - dancing in the moonlight...
it's been a warm and fuzzy week.

spent the night at the beach on thursday and manage to wake up early enough to catch the sunrise.

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the beach is as crazy as ever. found a used up syringe just lying there, like nobody's business. a broken glass bottle was seen a few metres away from it and i'm quite sure i held an oil soaked straw which i thought was a twig, one that i wanted to poke into the sand with.

nonetheless, we enjoyed ourselves soaking up the sun.
how much more brown can i actually get?

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Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
1:00 am - say ooo lala
schools out.

we pretty much closed the mid year with our annual dinner and dance.
i got dressed after work at school before heading down with some fellow co-workers to the hotel for the dinner. it felt pretty weird showering in the same toilet most of the kids use day in and out but it wasn't so bad despite the fact there's no locks on the doors.

8 course meal of chinese food and dancing! i haven't been dancing so long it felt OHSOGOOD to let it out and jump around, shaking all the worries off. i manage to take home a corpse bride's movie poster along with Nacho libre! LOL. it was a hollywood/bollywood theme and movie posters were part of the deco so when the dinner ended it was a first come first served basis on the posters hung around everywhere.

perfectly sober, i vomited the moment i got home. i'm not sure if it was the food or the crazy taxi ride home with its beautiful turns at top notch speeds but i'm pretty sure it wasn't due to alcohol since i didn't touch a drop that night. i was pretty shaky health wise the next couple of days but i'm all better now.

is my body growing ahead of it's time? i've strange health issues. I, who rarely get sick.
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Wednesday, May 24th, 2006
9:46 pm - a little bit of laughter won't hurt anyone..
even if sometimes you're the reason we're laughing

i found something rather hilarious in one of the files i had somewhere in my computer.It's a pity livejournal doesn't let me do a direct show and tell

click on the link just for fun yar?
before shidah kills me
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Thursday, May 18th, 2006
11:01 pm - ..who told thee that thou was naked?
i've fallen into the vicious cycle. i've suddenly transformed into a somebody with responsibilities. gasp life has a tendency of becoming unglamorous and dull and i simply refuse to let it be!
i will not sit down and watch my life pass me by, hours ticking and not do anything about it!i want to be like the guy with the big dreams and the possibility of it coming true!i want to go places, explore things and preferably make alot of money which would allow me to do so.

think i'll just go watch me some tv.
i'm to lazy to move or do anything at the moment.
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Monday, May 15th, 2006
9:56 pm - up, up, up!
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the ride just before us.

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Saturday, May 13th, 2006
1:43 am - presenting...
a new blog layout.

haha..now that wasn't so hard.
just took a few hours of figuring everything out.
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Monday, May 8th, 2006
11:32 pm - jon's birthday is long gone..
we were at this fancy place and ate un-fancy chocolate chocolate cake. we lazed away the rest of the fancy day and walked around the not so fancy streets before heading for a less than fancy chicken rice lunch. We hung around some more on the hot and un-fancy area until the sun got lazy and went away into the fancy clouds while we took a fancy trip home the day the boy turned 21.

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un-fancy streets..

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..with an un-fancy cake
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
10:30 pm
it was 8am when i got up and dragged my butt to the toilet. subconsciously i had manage to put together pieces of the little information my body was trying to tell my still half asleep brain i was gonna have a bloody day. i fell face down on my bed 15 minutes later telling myself repeatedly,

not now, let me sleep for another hour!

of cause, i not only slept for another hour, i slept for another 2.

i was popping pink panadols at around 1pm at work and when the medication kicked in i wasn't feeling like a fish on land any longer and the day manage to continue but at minimum speed.

it's days like these you promise yourself... i'm gonna eat healthier! i'm gonna do more exercise! and by hook or by crook i'm gonna work those muscles down there so that menstruating and pain would no longer walk side by side.

5 days later, you're on the couch, watching tv, going..
blegh, i'll deal with the cramps again next month for now, i'm free.
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Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
12:40 am - who's been reading the papers?
have you guys heard about the poor boy who killed himself because he believed he had a small ****? and the guy with 36 children and about 10 wifes?

even a small little country has it's strange people don't you think?
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